最终话

如果你不爱一个人，
请放手...
好让别人有机会爱她。

如果你爱的人放弃了你，
请放开自己...
好让自己有机会爱别人。

有的东西，你再喜欢也不会属于你的，
有的东西，你再留恋也注定要放弃的。

人生中有许多种，
但别让自己成为一种伤害。

有些缘分，是注定要失去的，
有些缘分，是永远都不会有好结果的。

爱一个人不一定要拥有，
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她。

男人哭了...是因为他真的爱了，
女人哭了...是因为她真的放弃了。

如果真诚是一种伤害，
我会选择谎言；

如果谎言是一种伤害，
我会选择沉默；

如果沉默是一种伤害，
我会选择离开。

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出？

如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束？

如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟？

如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉？

好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦；
好多事情都是后来才看清楚。

终于太阳...
还是升起,
蒸发昨夜...
为你落的泪滴.

终于自己...
能为自己,
呼吸一口...
不为你活的...
呼吸
为自己而呼吸;
为自己而心跳;
为自己而快乐和伤心...
明天
会有新的剧情;
会有人更爱我;
会有不再委屈的命运...

不再改变那些为你改变的个性...
不再忍耐那些长久忍耐的心情...
虽然心还疼痛地,
回忆最初的场景.

一开始你...
就准备好,
最后一集...
你抽身的干净.

成全了你...
也就是我,
成全自己...
最后最美的期许.

那天你眼神泄漏孩子气...
我偷偷下定给你幸福的决定,
那开场白说得越真越壮丽...
那最终话就是遗憾的天地,
不该继续叹息.

再次深深呼吸...
为自己呼吸;
为自己而心跳;
为自己而快乐和伤心...
明天
会有新的剧情;
会有人更爱我;
会有不再委屈的命运...

不再改变那些为你改变的个性;
不再忍耐那些长久忍耐的耳语...
虽然心还疼痛地,
感谢名单还有你.

终于太阳...
还是升起,
蒸发昨夜...
为你落的泪滴.

终于自己,
能为自己...
呼吸一口,
我不为你活的呼吸;
最终话的最终场景;
女孩眼中他的背影...

Draculas > Se7en

early birthday dinner celebration for our Ms.Turtle's 21st at..

from 7pm till 11pm
AUD72 per person, served with 3 courses:

1. Evil Entree -> the Gormet Tart (Caramelised onion and Semi-dried tomato tart in a delicate puff pastry shell with a quiche filling of egg, cream and goats cheese. Served with a roquette and parmesan salad)
2. Murderous Mains -> with choices of Bloodsucking Beef, Feindish Fish, Lector's Lamb, "Cut-throat" Chicken, Vlad's Viscious Vegetarian.
3. Dessert -> Chocolate Death (A Decadent Dark Chocolate Coffin with a sinfully smooth white chocolate mousse, served with a vodka-berry compot. This is our unique "signature desert" using the best Belgium chocolate.)

sounds.... YUMMY rite.... LOL.

there's a blistering cabaret show with fleshy humour, dazzling cozzies, great songs, & venomous variety comedy throughout the dinner!

these 5s were the MAIN actors throughout the show:


here's some pictures of the show during the dinner~


how fabulous~ *wink wink*
a very good experience! XD

and also, we did have a group picture of all of us. but only Ms.Turtle getting it because, it's kinda expensive for ONE photo. LOL.
wait till she send it to me, i will post it up! ^^v


oh well, after the dinner.. majority of the people went home.
except me, Ms.Clock, Ms.Cartoon, and Ms.Bear.
we head to Se7en~ Jersey Night event!!
haha, but our purpose there was to celebrate Mr.Hongki's 19th bd.. not because of the Jersey Night event. XD

Happi 19th Birthday Mr.Hongki!!

ended up, we enjoyed ourself in the club without drinking with Mr.Hongki. LOL!
this was the first night i saw Ms.Cartoon was drunk.
she vomitted twice due to 4 shots!
oh my lord...

Mr.Clock was in the club too, and i can see Ms.Clock was happi =)
we danced together.

Guess what,
i saw Wang Lee Hom to9!
HAHAHA!! (well, for ur information, he's not the REAL lee hom ofcourse. just a random guy we saw who look like wang lee hom.)
this was the 2nd time we saw him in se7en! *giggles*
he seemed a bit lost on da dance floor, kept looking for his frens i guess.
HAHAHA..

hmm.. while we were dancing on the dance floor, there was these few moments where i saw figures of "him".
how come..? *sigh*
when i looked closely, it wasnt him (ofcourse), he was one of Ms.Cartoon's fren.
well he was staring at me and giving me a gentle smile =)
yeh, ofcourse i did return da smile to him, because.. he was the person who makes me mistaken him as "him". LOL

when the night getting late,
Ms.Clock and Mr.Clock went to the main dance floor.
Ms.Cartoon went off with Mr.E without saying anything with us. T___T"
left me & Ms.Bear.
so both of us just sat on Ms.Cartoon's frens' table to wait for Ms.Clock return.

owh! it's him, right beside me, the one i saw on the dance floor.
we started talking =)
i couldn't see clearly how he looks like bcoz its too dark.
but after taking a closer look at him n all, he wasn't look like "him" at all.
HAHAHA.. i wondered why i will saw "his" figures on him... geeeez..

well.. a normal yet simple night we had~ ^^v


an old song, to share.. when i think of him =)

把回忆重新翻一遍
重温我们的交集点
有点甜 也有点远
一切的开始就像昨天
剪不掉好多画面
闭上眼 还看得见
我好想 能停在你的身边
我的想念
何时你才会发现

你不知道 我的难熬
爱情在我们中迟到
爱的暗号 你没有收到
我要怎么办才好
你不知道 我想依靠
只要能躲在你怀抱
我不知道
有天你能否只对我好

可不可以靠近一点
记住这张爱你的脸
闭上眼 等待永远
我好想 能停在你的身边
我的想念
何时你才会发现

你不知道 我的难熬
爱情在我们中迟到
爱的暗号 你没有收到
我要怎么办才好
你不知道 我想依靠
只要能躲在你怀抱
我不知道
有天你能否只对我好

try again or walk away

U're having good times with all ur frens,
and i don't think that u think of me.
U're on ur own now,
and i'm alone here and free.
I know that i shud get on wit my life,
but a life without u could nvr be right.

I tried to smile.. so the hurt won't show.
Telling everybody I was glad to c u go..
but, the tears just won't go away.
Loneliness had found me, looks like it's gonna stay.
I know that I ought to find someone new,
but all i find is myself always thinking of u.

2 a.m. and the rain is falling..
Here we are at the cross roads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
This is meant to be you're asking me

But only love can say
Try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough if we learn to trust

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our goodbye

a minute ago, my heart.. still feels that u and me will still shine.
i talked, i explained, i expressed..how i felt, towards u.
i know, we're face to face thru the net, but..still thousand miles apart.
i've tried my best to make u see.. let u understand there's still hopes beyond the pain,
only if we give enough trust..for ourself to learn again.
i thought..i reali thought i could find words to touch u deep inside,
asking u to giv our dream just one last chance and don't let this be our last goodbye.
but, i was wrong.
i failed..once again.

try again or walk away?
i asked myself, deep inside my heart.

爱一个人，不一定要在一起。
只要他开心，我就会随着和他一样地开心。
只要他幸福，我就会随着和他一样地幸福。
爱一个人，就是这样吧...

I will walk away.

習慣

因為習慣。
習慣，是時間累積而來的一種動作。

情人間常說：

「我對你不再有愛，都 變成了習慣了。」

其實，習慣並沒有什麼不好。
它讓你自然的去做。
自然的去想他，自然的去愛他。

當你已經不覺得自己在付出時，
也許你覺得，你己開始習慣，有他陪伴在你的生命 中，
那才是真的愛。
有什麼不好？

我一直認為
很多事情開始要一個人獨自去做時
就失去它的意義：

當習慣了兩個人一起吃飯
習慣了兩個人一起看書
習慣了兩個人一起工作
習慣了兩個人一起散步
習慣了兩個人一起回家
習慣了兩個人一起聊天
習慣了兩個人一起商量事情
習慣了兩個人一起發呆
習慣了兩個人一起喝咖啡
習慣了兩個人一起..........

開始一個人
很多快樂都不再了...
請珍惜你身邊所有
把握任何一個美麗的機會
失去了就不再了...
現在請你回想一下
你習慣的那個人，是不是讓你感覺很熟悉，就像家人一樣？
這種感覺，不是那麼容易就可以擁有的，應該好好的珍惜。
也許有天你失去了，才會明白這個人，在你的心理是佔了很大的位置。

好緣份是很神奇的東西，它只送給用心去經營的人。

最近你是否不再那麼用心，去關心或態度冷淡了嗎???
趕快去抓住你那個熟悉的人吧，必竟你們曾經走過那一段，不是嗎？

爱一个人，
要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

I love you
say we're together baby
you and me
I can only give my life
And show you all I am
In the breath I breathe
I will promise you my heart
And give you all you need
If it takes some time
If you tell me you don't need me any more
That our love won't last forever
I will ask you for a chance to try again
To make our love a little better
I love you
Say we're together, baby
Say we're together, woh
I need you
I need you forever baby
You and me
You Say you hardly know
Exactly who I am
So hard to understand
I knew right from the start
The way I felt inside
If you read my mind
If you tell you don't need me anymore
That our love won't last forever
I will ask you for a chance to try again
To make our love a little better
Remember when you used to hold me
Remember when you made me cry
You said you loved me
Oh you did
yes you do

RESTAURANT CITY

Restaurant City

on Facebook

hahaha.. this application is seriously *thumbs up*
getting popular~
well, for someone, it might be a little bit too kiddy..
BUT, it's fun u see...!
u can decorate ur own restaurant.. with ur own kind of imagination.
but ofcourse, u gotto earn enuf money to change ur furniture n all~
hahaha..

the MAIN point of this restaurant city is to level up your dishes by trading ingrediants with ur frens. (ppl who play restaurant city ofcourse)

gosh.. sometimes, it might be a little hard to trade with others, because.. others may need the ingrediants that u wanted, so they won't trade with u either.
*sigh*
so ppl! be smart enuf.... choose the dish that different from others.
so the ingrediants u want, they might trade with u!
hahaha... XD

geeeeeeez.. this idea wasn't good enough either!

I NEED LEMON!!!

but it's so huacking hard to find it!!
nobody has it =(
once in awhile, yeh.. people might hav it.

=__________________=

oh well..
time to let u all see my HANG FUK restaurant~

*TA-DA*
5L's Cafe

hahaha.. sorry, it's a bit... blur.. hahaha..

and here's the...

~interior~

wahahahaha.... nice nice? *thumbs up*
my design for this restaurant is mainly.. for.. couples =)
haha.. if u noticed, it's all two by two~

how sweet!

hohoho~

and here comes....

my workers... LOL!!!

the cookers (from left to right): Mr.L, Mr.Eggy, Mr.LH
the waitress (from left to right): Ms.Turtle, Ms.Lynberry
and the last one beside Ms.Lynberry, is the cleaner: Mr.MJ

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

aren't they cute?!

THANKS GUYs... for helping me to run my restaurant!!

*big hugs*

my sad SAD friday night

it's been a week.. time flies~
friday night! wow.. i'm home on friday night! hahaha..
i was supposed to study, and yes, i did, but.. getting a bit lazy in the middle of the night.
but i swear i will back to study after blogging.. *giggles*

wednesday night 13.05.2009
Mr.NKS called me in the middle of the night while i was lying on the bed, ready to be pig.
He called, he's very moody and unhappy..
due to his brother, frens and work.
his brother, happened to take drugs (ice) again.
his frens, happened to treat him bad.
his work, not much sales these days.
hmm.. what can i do?
the best thing i can do, is to be his listener =)
like i always told him.

"speak out, you'll feel more ease"

he's not a good speaker, and so i leaded him to talk and speak out what's in his mind.
and yes, he did.. at last.
after mumbling all the unhappy-ness in his heart, he started to some sort of "promote" himself.
LOL! this was funny.. because, he started telling me that he has changed, his attitude and all, and he's still waiting for me.. =____=
but.. all i can say is.. "goes with the flow", because, i deeply ended my feelings towards him.
so.. my JIMUIS.. don't worry about it =)
well, i can see and tell that he has changed =) it's good for him, and i'm happi for him.
out of sudden, he started to talk about "him". yes, Mr.LH.
he said that his fren, Ms.Tiffany (yeh, she's one of my secondary school fren, but we're not close), knows very much about Mr.LH.
ofcourse, i was curious and asked him more.
Ms.Tiffany said she knows Mr.LH, and guess what..
she told him that Mr.LH's attitudes is exactly the same as him.
LOL, i was like... WHAT?
how and why did she said that?
oh well.. world is small. very very small.
but there's one thing that i can be sure of,
Mr.LH is loyal, unlike Mr.NKS.
hahahaha.
but, to be honest, their attitude are somehow similar..
maybe.. i'm the kind of girl who will falls into guys with cool attitude, doesn't talk much, not a good speaker, always hengtai hengtai.. LOL!
oh well, our conversation lasts about 3 hours?
oh gosh, his phone bill must be..

*EXPLODE*

anyway, moving on to Thursday 14.05.2009
oh well, yesterday was Mr.Young's actual birthday.
and so.. the old bunch of gangs showed up for the birthday dinner at

~UNIVERSAL PIZZA~

yey!!! i'm pretty enjoyed this dinner, because it's cheap and makes us full.
hahaha.. this was the cheapest dinner i had in the city! it costs AUD11.50 per person!! ONLY!

wagagagagagaga XD

eh.. ofcourse, don't count those fast food in -.-

after the dinner, everyone.. as usual.. their routine ~ smoke
after the smoking session,
the old bunch of gangs split-ed up..
some.. went home
some.. meet up friends?
some.. to YOYObar~ for the 2nd session for Mr.Young's birthday

ofcourse, i went =) but.. just a few zabohs were there.
Ms.Clock, Ms.Yudan, Ms.Bear, and Ms.Cartoon.. onli.
well, it was suppose to be a CHILLING night =)
but seems like, everyone were tipsy after all.
LOL
zabohs were drinking beer, and da gents were drinking Hennessy. *yeeew*
but guess what,
beer.. makes our drinking queen, Ms.Yudan.. vomitted.
*shocked*
ermm... well.. an explanation to that may be.. may be... because of the.. cheese?
the cheese that we had during our dinner.
owhh..
Ms.Yudan went home early, and the others stayed.

It was quite a.... boring night, i can say.
BUT,
the most interesting part was, we all learned HAND MASSAGE from our Ms.Cartoon!
LOL!!
and YES!! i passed!!

wahahahahahahahaha

and i started to find "white rat" to be my customer~

wahahahahahahahaha

first customer ~ Mr.Eggy!!
feedback from Mr.Eggy:

good good! u passed! very very "shu fuk"..

(yey!! i was so happi, because.. i can.. haha.. i can.. help "him" to massage when i'm back to malaysia)
second customer ~ Mr.Bear!!
feedback from Mr.Bear:

waaa.. good.. very "shu fuk".. eh.. harder can or not? aiyo....

(come on! ur hand full of fats! macam mana harder weih?! when i massaged thru halfway, my hands are tired ald! geeeez.)
hehehe.. but still.. i'm happi because.. Mr.Bear said: "Mr.LH very hang fuk oh...!"

wahahahahahahahaha

*paiseh*

oh well well.. i shall call this night as "Massaging night" instead of "Mr.Young's birthday night"
LOL! sorry Mr.Young.. XD

when my hand massage session was over,
i looked around.. guess what,
Mr.MJ was helping Ms.Cartoon to massage her back, head and hands.
(waaaahhh.. *zip mouth*)
Mr.Clock was helping Ms.Clock to do hand massage.. hahahaha.
and all of sudden, Mr.Bear jumped in and said:
eh... what happened tonight? We guys looked like "ngap"(duck duck~ haha, if u get what i mean) one?
then he started to help Ms.Bear massage as well!!
LOL!! wth~
my lord, i shud hav capture the pictures down~ geeez.
the scenario + the environment really looked like.. "those kind" of place..
*wink wink* XD

well, other than the massage session..
Ms.Clock and Ms.Cartoon out of sudden started to "french" kissing at the corner.
everyone were *shocked*
LOL!!
they clarified themselves that Ms.Cartoon wanted to learn how to "french" kiss in a "slower version".
(gosh, Ms.Cartoon was really fast, in other words, the tongue movement..LOL!)
awh, i said this.. because.. we did "french" kissing as well.. oooppssy.
i told her, slow = romantic, fast = "ci gek"..
LOL!! so.. she shud learn the slower version ones.. XD
and yet she replied:

"ohh.. yes, u know wot, Mr.E is very very good at leading me (as in "french" kiss)."

(i was.. *shocked* when i heard that..erm..because..they are not even together yet, but they french kissed already?!)

oh well.. maybe.. i'm a little bit too close-minded..
awwwhhh come on!
it's not a big deal okay!

be OPEN-MINDED!

(erm.. but.. still.. haha.. i can't accept things like this. XD)

geeeez... what a night we had... LOL!
and so.. i back to kampung again.
my FFFFRRRRIIIIDDDAAAAYYY night.... =__________=

study study study!!!

ohh ya, it's Mr.L's birthday~

Happi 21st Birthday ~ sei fong min

LOL!
he held his birthday party in The Garden Red Box =)
they must be enjoying very very much NOW!
have fun people~


he nvr talk to me the whole day, i'm missing him. 想他已变成习惯..

就这样简单你走过来
而我终於明白了
自己为何要存在
慢慢的我已经离不开
因为我已爱上你了
没有任何原因的
如果我说爱你
能不能永远相信

这一天我想跟着你
跟你说你最爱的笑话
我想以后都能在一起
每天想着你已变成习惯
一直幻想你在我身边
牵着你的手
我和你甜蜜的走

世界宽得有一些无奈
你和我只有一个
该怎不怕孤单
说好了我们都要勇敢
就算不小心迷路了
也能够听见你的
如果我说爱你
能不能永远相信

这一天我想跟着你
跟你说你最爱的笑话
我想以后都能在一起
每天想着你已变成习惯
一直幻想你在我身边
牵着你的手
我和你甜蜜的走

找到你的幸运多完美
所有感觉多特别
想带你走到世界边缘
未来不变

这一天我想跟着你
跟你说你最爱的笑话
我想以后都能在一起
每天想着你已变成习惯
一直幻想你在我身边
牵着你的手
我和你甜蜜的走
我和你甜蜜的走

Can i?

da~ double dee~ double di~ double dee~
double da~ double dee~ double di~

annual event -- Mr.Young + Mr.Eggy + Mr.Lala -- birthday bash -- May -- Lavish -- 10.30pm
Happppi Birthdayy Mr.Young ~ 22nd
Happppi Birthdayy Mr.Eggy ~ 21st
Happppi Birthdayy Mr.Lala ~ (erm, i dont know how old is he XD, *paiseh*)
well, age doesnt matters! XD oooooppppssy

it was freeeeeezing out there while we were all lining up to enter the club..
geeeeeeezzzz-usss!!
everyone arrived.. everyone were there.. the same old bunch of gangs, but.. separated into different groups.
well, atleast everyone showed up instead of not attending =)

Mr.Eggy looks GOOD with the shirt (white, with color stripes) we bought for him~
Mr.Young looks GOOD with.. Ms.Young bside him the whole night =)
(LOL! wot da heck am i talking about?!)
Mr.Lala.. looks GOOD too, with his.. lala's hair! LOL

SUMMARY of the night:
it was a peaceful night for zabohs!
GOOD job ladies!!

*thumbs up*

practically everyone enjoyed their night~

music
r&b
shake
dance
smoke
drink
camwhore
laughters

BUT, our birthday boy, poor Mr.Eggy =(
got into fight with.. someone, which they dont even know.
well, dont wanna repeat the pathetic story, hope Mr.Eggy's nose recover soon! =)

Interesting cut-out *wink wink*:

• Mr.M seems to be very gentleman to our ladies here, especially to Ms.Yudan (obviously). Mr.M came all the way to Ms.Cartoon's place and send the zabohs to the club. At the end of the party, Mr.M waited outside of the club just to pick up Ms.Yudan and Ms.Cartoon (ofcourse Mr.E was there too) to go for supper in one of their fren's house.
  

• Ms.Cartoon..disappeared for a moment, went for some sort of "dirty dance" with Mr.MJ.. lol, there's a story behind. Mr.MJ used Ms.Cartoon to "goh kiu". LOL, coz he wanted to make one of the thai girl jealous- a girl that Mr.MJ went after. (sigh, this is like what we used to do during high school.. ppl? grow up ya? lol). Well, i dont think its that simple, coz.. Ms.Bin and I saw "something" happened between both of them at the smoking area. *giggles* XD

• Ms.Aimei~ ppphhhheww... GUESS wot i saw! Mr.S kissed Ms.Aimei on the cheeks, on the dance floor~while shake-shake-ing.. LOL! a few seconds later, Ms.Aimei returned the "kiss" to Mr.S on the cheeks as well. *thumbs up* finally~ finally~ it's PROVEN. and i heard part of the conversation they had during cigarette break:

Ms.Aimei :"If u smoke again, i wont stay in your house anymore! (turns head away)"
Mr.S :"Okok, i stop i stop.."
(hahahahahahahahaha.... sorry ppl, i couldnt control my laughter. coz.. its funny, when u
get to hear the conversation n c their face reactions urself.)

• Ms.Clock's two admirers were there in the club too! OMG! Mr.Vietnamese and Mr.Muscular. Hahahahahaha... Mr.Vietnamese seems a bit.. erm.. not a bit, is VERY boring! He came all the way to the club just to see Ms.Clock! LOL!! but sadly, Ms.Clock never entertain him at all! *giggles* well, as for Mr.Muscular, they met coincidentally in the club, and yet.. Ms.Clock didn't entertain him as well. But he was enjoying himself on the dance floor anyway. (not as sad as Mr.Vietnamese! HAHAHA!!)

at the end of the party, everyone split up..

some..went to fren's house.
some..went chili padi.
some..went home.
some..i dont know.

well.. chili padi session~ ofcourse i was there! LOL!
Mr.Bear & Ms.Bear, Ms.Aimei & Mr.S, Ms.Clock, Ms.Bin, Mr.Singaporean, and my cousin & his frens =)
We had a very funny conversation throughout the supper.. Mr.Singaporean & one of my cousin's fren, Mr.HongKi started to imitate Russel Peter~ LOL!! seriously, i should have record their voices down! geeeez.

but there's one part where makes me laughed and remember the most throughout the conversation.
Mr.Hongki~ a very good looking guy!
(you know every country has their way of accent while speaking english..)
while we were eating Fried Kuey Teow, its meant to be hot & spicy.
and this Mr.Hongki couldnt take spicy, and he goes:

"ngo mm sek dak lat, ngo wui aw ~ba-lat~"

when he ended his sentence, everyone on the table stunned for a few seconds.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!! what the heck is "ba-lat"????
well apparently, i am the first who figured out the word.

"ba-lat" = "blood"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! geeeeeeeez-uuusss!!
i'm sorry, Mr.Hongki.. *paiseh paiseh*
LOL!! XD

the end of the saturday night~ ^^v

Well it's sunday today =)

Happppppi Mothersssss DAY!!!!
*Mwwwwwaaaahhhs*

the first thing i did when i got up this morning, i called my mom =)
i misssss her so much, i wanted to be there for her and cook the beef steak (i'm good at it!) that she loves to eat. She must be missing me so much! hahaha... *paiseh*
after we hung up the phone, the second thing i did was,
i texted "his" mom =) wished her happy mother's day. And yea, she did replied =)
a respect for his parents, this is what "i think" i still have to do. (and i don't know why)

i miss him, badly.

where's my love?
the one for me..
Somewhere too far not close enough for me to see..
Where's my love?
who could you be?
Someone I knew but let slip through while dreaming of you..
Oh love oh love come to me

Where's my love?
give me a clue..
Give me a time, show me a place I might find you..
Where's my love?
Don’t hide from me..
I’ll be good to you I will honestly..
Oh love oh love come to me

Where's my love?
the one for me..
Somewhere too far not close enough for me to see..
Where's my love?
And now I see..
Hoping someday you’ll bring the lovely ending..
Oh love oh love come to me
Oh love oh love come to me

speechless.......ZA DAO! =_______=

well, i was doing my revision at the moment, and there's this guy happened to send me an IQ question and forced me to do it! (obviously i'm not good at these...T_T")
and so.. i entertained him.

here's how the conversation goes..:

Mr. S L says (11:55 PM):
"kubao"
(he alwiz called me dis, i've no idea why.)

and then, he sent me this link to the IQ question.


lengleng says (11:57 PM):
"im lazy to da iq test la.. so much to read. im doing my revision rite now actuali.."

Mr. S L says (11:57 PM):
"ok i sumarize..very short 1!"
(obviously, i don't feel like doing it, but he insisted. T_T" i knew he wants to laugh at how stupid i am - which he alwiz did. lol)
"3 person to share a room it cost 30 , each hafta pay 10 right.
den after that da manager told dem now got promotion only charged 25 per room , so he return 5 buck to dem.
he pas to the bellboy , but bellboy dont know how to split 5 buck to 3 person so he took da 2 buck and return 1 buck to each of dem.
QUES , each pay 10 right , den each got 1 buck back .. mean ... each person only pay 9 buck.
9 X 3person =27 , bellboy took 2 buck
27+2 =29
where is da 1buck missing?"

think...THINK...think

lengleng says (12:00 AM):
*thinking*

lengleng says (12:01 AM):
"wots da answer"
(i can't be bother to think after a minute)

Mr. S L says (12:01 AM):
"..use brain..! jojo FORCED me to asnwer dis question haha
but i ad got da asnwer
i got it after while , ie not tough"
(and i don't even know who is JOJO =___=)

lengleng says (12:02 AM):
"wit da bellboy ?"

Mr. S L says (12:02 AM):
"u did ur A level right"
(and i don't see a point why is the quiz gotto do wit whether i did A level or not..LOL)

lengleng says (12:02 AM):
"da manager took it?"

Mr. S L says (12:02 AM):
"ur thinking skill..ermmm..lol! dis 1 really iq wan. No lame asnwer!"

lengleng says (12:03 AM):
".....jez tell me la..im lazy to think."

Mr. S L says (12:03 AM):
"as from the information are provided .. LOL aiyoo..every1 say like dat but no one admt der r stupid ahahaa"
(see.. finally.. i knew he wants me to admit dat im stupid. T__T")

lengleng says (12:03 AM):
"im stupid lo ok"

Mr. S L says (12:04 AM):
"HUAHUAUHA..dis question is bit tricky..i havet get da answer from jojo yet.. ie my answer"

lengleng says (12:04 AM):
"who is jojo?"
(and he's not answering me still.)

Mr. S L says (12:04 AM):
"well da price now is 25"

Mr. S L says (12:05 AM):
"and then da manager return da balance 5 buck to 3 of dem right"

lengleng says (12:05 AM):
"yeh..den da bellboy took 2 bucks. den how come 1 buck missing?"

Mr. S L says (12:06 AM):
"wait la haha..on the phone ok now done.
well ooook let put it dis way
der're paying 27 now right"
(again.. he repeated! FGS.. i know larh! altho im stupid but i've no short term memory!)

Mr. S L says (12:07 AM):
"coz each of dem ald got da 1 buck back. correct ?
den 25 goes to the rental
2 buck goes to bellboy
and if each of dem pay da extra 1 buck
den it will still be 30"

lengleng says (12:08 AM):
"...den?"

Mr. S L says (12:08 AM):
"stupid sia
...
ok
now 3 of dem pay 30 right. correct ?"

lengleng says (12:08 AM):
"yeh"

Mr. S L says (12:09 AM):
"den manager return 5 buck to dem right? so they r only paying 25 for the room
correct ?"

lengleng says (12:09 AM):
"yeh"

Mr. S L says (12:09 AM):
"ook ~ now da balance is with the bellboy, bell boy took 2 buck."

Mr. S L says (12:10 AM):
"den balance 3 buck will equially split to 3 persons
soo each of dem get it 1 buck back."

lengleng says (12:10 AM):
"yeh"

Mr. S L says (12:10 AM):
"correct ?
ook ... initially der're paying 10 each
now got 1 buck back
der're paying 9 buck each
correct ?"

lengleng says (12:10 AM):
"yeh"

Mr. S L says (12:10 AM):
"OOOK now ie da thing..der're paying 27 for a room"

Mr. S L says (12:11 AM):
"but da room is ONLY cost 25, da room does not cost 30
and da extra 2 buck goes to bell boy
u cannot 27 + 2
coz da 27 ald included da bellboy tips
if u add 2 den ur adding twice ad"

lengleng says (12:11 AM):
"o ok.. yeh den..?"

Mr. S L says (12:12 AM):
"..dats da asnwer ad..actually no 1 buck missing."

lengleng says (12:12 AM):
"........."

Mr. S L says (12:12 AM):
"u very dumb 1 la!! lazy to explain LOL"

lengleng says (12:12 AM):
"my lord. means theres nothing missing la? -.-"

Mr. S L says (12:13 AM):
"yup. obviously"

lengleng says (12:13 AM):
"wth"

Mr. S L says (12:13 AM):
"no1 is spending the money
but i ask u
why it suppose to b 30
but now become 29 ad
u canont asnwer"

Mr. S L says (12:14 AM):
"see ur rational thinking
LOL is u too nooob
still blame me"

lengleng says (12:14 AM):
"......"

maybe im too stupid or maybe he's too lame!
i was speechless after spending my time thinking at it. *sweat*
thanks for wasting my time, Mr. S L!

geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez!!!

解脱

an unexpected night..(4/5/2009)
he called.

the first thing he said was:
"can you look after ms. yudan?"

WHAT?!
i was stunned when i heard this.
this was how the conversation goes...:

him :"can you look after ms. yudan?"

me :"haha.. this is the first thing u said to me when u called me? sounds funny. well why? why did u say so?"

him :"if she does something disrespect to Mr.L, tell me."
(i laughed.. i knew he drank a lot ald, bcoz the way he speaks was funny!! LOL)

me :"R u drunk again?"

him :"No, just tipsy. Tell me if she did something disrespect to Mr.L... She shouldn't have did this to Mr.L."

me :"But..they broke up already, u shouldn't get involve in this. It is up to her whether she's dating with someone else."

him :"Nooooo.. cannot, she can't do this to Mr.L...Tell me, what's the name of that guy."

me :"hmm.. Mr.L should ald know by now."

him :"We know.. ofcourse we know. M***** mah..(Mr.M, which i mentioned on the previous post)..that bunch of guys no use one lah. If ms. yudan going to continue hang out with them, Mr.L have a way to make her back to Malaysia, i'm serious."
(i laughed..again.)

me :"Wait, don't make things complicated. Listen, we will still hangout and keep track on ms. yudan. I'm sure she won't turn bad or something, don't worry about it.

him :"Nooooo.. look after her, she can't treat Mr.L like this, he loves her so much. And i really can't stand seeing my hengtai hurt like this..."
(before he continues, i cut in..)

me :"Ofcourse i know, and i fully understand how Mr.L felt. Bcoz i'm no difference with Mr.L now.
(he stunned for few secs, and laughed)

him :"haha.. wei.. don't say it this way, makes me feel bad..haha."

we both laughed, and continue our own "private" conversation. *giggles* XD
all of sudden, Mr.L came into line..:

Mr.L :"HARLooooooo...!! (LOL, this is what he usually say, HAR - with high tune, Loooo - with low tune) you both ar.. don't have to talk about me larh.. continue ur own conversation larh.. hahaha."
(he laughed, yet he's sad.. i knew it.. *heartache*)

me :"U ok boh..?"

Mr.L :"Aiyaa.. what to do.. tell me lar, tell me what she did.."

me :"erm.. i can't say anything ler, sorry."

Mr.L :"I know la.. they danced together.. hugged together.. on the dance floor ma.. i know... Mr.Y told me everything ald."
(i was..stunned for a few secs, without saying anything.)

me :"hmm.."

(switch user)
him :"Tell me, if ms. yudan really disrespect Mr.L, i'll definitely slap him until he's awake."

me :"well, slap him now then."

him :"OK, will do it now, call u when i'm home."

the conversation last for half an hour.
and.. guess what..
he really slapped him on the face,
that is why Mr.L's PM on msn:

"fuiyo!! sakit oh!!"

LOL!! these guys... *speechless*

sigh.. i really felt bad for Mr.L..
what can i say? T_T"

...move on...
(a song for Mr.L)

爱是不夜城
回忆像星辰
热泪越沸腾
我越感觉有点冷

变了心的人
越想越伤人
枯坐到清晨
阳光替房间开了灯

想...若结局一样
又何苦再想?
伤...若让人成长
我为什么怕分手的伤?

解脱...是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走...我有自由好好过
解脱...是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦

想...若结局一样
又何苦再想?
伤...若让人成长
我为什么怕分手的伤?

解脱...是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
你有自由走...我有自由好好过

心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头
不要爱我的人再担心我

解脱...是肯承认这是个错
我不应该还不放手
我有自由好好过
解脱...是懂擦干泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔
我总会实现一个梦

...move on...

peaceful day

home all day..

relax...relax...relax...relax...relax

after all these days,
he talked to me.. on msn :)
i know, it's nothing to be happy with.
but i just couldn't hide my happiness!
wooohooo~~"
(siao za-boh =.=)

well, ms.lynberry happened to introduce me a song (from him).. sad, yet meaningful.
i likey!
the first thought that came into my mind was:
"he's singing this to me, and now i know the reason why."

我想我们都只不过是一个角色

扮演着和自己不一样的人

小心的笑着疼

直笑的人醒着

把甜蜜酝酿成满分

直到彼此都无法再继续承受了

只好说服你我不是个好人

对不起很过份

可能也很残忍

但回忆至少够深刻

我不记得几日几点几分有什么爱的过程

就算有也只是乱了分寸

我没有认真

不要记得我伪装的安份

我其实坏得不能

就相信我最后一刻的天真

我是坏人

知道彼此都无法再继续牵手了

只好说服你我不是个好人

对不起很过份

可能也很残忍

但回忆至少够深刻

我不记得几日几点几分有什么爱的过程

就算有也只是乱了分寸

我没有认真

不要记得我伪装的安份

我其实坏得不能

就相信我最后一刻的天真

在深刻爱情来临之际我们都懂得

预言的结束时的泪流 ~ 伤痕 ~

认真对你来说是种负荷

我们都存着就干脆怨恨

会比较好分

我不记得几日几点几分有什么爱的过程

就算有也只是乱了分寸

我没有认真

不要记得我伪装的安份

我其实坏的不能

这是我心我最后一刻的见证

相信你永远记得我是爱你的坏人

this is not right.
its all i can say, after all.



alrite, skipped this pathetic chapter!

SUNDAY
ms. aimei started to pack her stuffs from the place she used to stay.
this is the last thing i got to know about her situation.
and i'm hoping that this is the right decision they had made.
well, our ms. yudan was pissing off with people surrounding kept questioning about her n mr.L.
i think, she's somehow tired of all, including mr.L..

and i.. enjoyed my dinner in ms. turtle's place.
a relaxing day.. i can say :)

~move on~

it's time already

everything will be different already, from now on..

well~~

it's time for me to hide in templestowe n "K-BOOK"(direct translate from canto)... hahahaha!

PATHETIC WEEK ends today!!

wooohoo~