Break Even

hello bloggie =) its been a month ald..time to update some news^^

Yo guess wot~
my jimui & Ms.Blurberry r finally here in melb =)
felt like im bac to malaysia~ coz seeing them here makes me feel like I'M HOME XD
buddies~ we gonna rock melb! ^^v

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i still rmb, a month or two b4, zabohs broke up one by one..
and in dat so called SINGLE period, everyone seemed to be pretty quiet n peace~
but just in a short period of time,
one by one~ from single to so called Not Available~
haha.. well.. i guess.. im the only one still remain single =)

Ms.Clock~Mr.Clock
Ms.Cartoon~Mr.MJ
Ms.Yudan~Mr.M
Ms.Turtle~Mr.Turtle (the same)
Ms.Bin~Mr.Bin (the same)

Lol.. single still the best ^^v
but.. still kinda lonely from time to time =)
coz looking around me, everyone has their own partner ald.. im like.. kinda outcast in the group~ yohoo~
keke XD

Today, happened to look back at those videos we took last year.. the times me & Ms.Lynberry cheong k with the guys back in malaysia.
I miss those times.. yet, i know i'm not suppose to~
i miss my lynberry so much!! but guess wot.. i'm seeing her next week ald!!!!!! FINALLY~~ after 7 months.. finally~~~ LOL!
and i miss Mr.LH too! haha.. well, i'm still looking forward to the day to meet him again.. if i'm happen to go bac early, then i'll be seeing him in 2months later, but if i'm happen to go bac late, dat would be after his bd.. 3 or 4 months later.. @@~
well, talking about him, he really do gave me alot of heart-attack! haha!
from May till now..
first come with ms.kt, then ms.so, ms.cy, ms.ac, ms.cl, etc etc.... =.="
and he gave me one last nite too..
ms.ct! @@~
i'm so pissed off with the clubbers, the pictures.. *sigh*
but yet, he healed my heartache after all. (i know i'm comforting myself haha)
after all, i'm still into him.. haha~
seriously 男人不坏女人不爱..
dis theory is huacking true.
*arrrggghhh*

to my dears, i'm moving on.. but still need times =) haha..
i know u'll be like "wth, i tot she said she's moving on ald..?"
and as i said, i'm looking forward to the day =) to the day i'm over with it.. ^^v

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even.

Her best days will be some of my worst,
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,
While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,
'Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok?
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, (One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces, ('Coz when a heart breaks no it don't break even)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh.
'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.

a girl will do.

Same old thing,
Same routine..

Girl likes Boy,
Boy likes Girl..

More than he knows,
More than she knows..

Boy dates Girl,
Girl is happy..

More than he knows,
More than she knows..

Boy dumps Girl,
Girl is sad..

More than he knows,
More than she knows..

she loves walking in the rain because no one knows she's crying.

Don't ask if she's ok..
just always know that her smiles aren't for real..
she has been broken too many times.

Ask anyone.
When your name comes up in a conversation,
her eyes sparkle & her smile shines.

The spaces between her fingers are meant to be filled with yours.

She will chase you around for a while;
but there's going to be a day when she's gonna stop running in circles around you.
She's going to get over you & at that very moment
you're going to wish you had let her catch you.

Girl sees boy,
Boy waves hi..

Girl waves hi,
Girl gets sad..

More than he knows,
More than she knows..

Girl misses Boy,
Boy walks with friends..

She can't come to realize that this is the end.

and if she told you she loved you would that be enough?

bad friday

rain rain~ go away~ come again another day~

didn't get to sleep for the whole night just to go for the morning class.
and great, i MISTAKEN the practical class.. which starts in week 4 not week 2!

@@~

9am in da morning, and i was heading to the city ald.
it was EARLY!! i kno. hahaha..
morning city =)
traffic on da road??? O_O
the trams stucked..
n i was forced to walked along the streets till the traffic back to normal.
i was freeeeeezing like hell!!

geeeeeezz~

finally, got to Ms.Cartoon's place..
buzz buzz buzz~
got up, and sleep.
LOL!! XD

Friday Night to Platinum.. ended up to Seven.
the only word i can use to describe Platinum = Sienz.
hahaha. and so.. everyone down with two bottles of Black Label in one and a half hour.

next station -----> Seven at 1am.

yes, it was a bit late..but still we managed to get into the club!
tonight.. was the first day i explored the other area of the club.."upstairs"..
another small dance floor, nice songs~
but still we liked it more to be downstairs..
so, we leaved all the stuffs at the table and we went off.
things were not in our expectation.

why did i leave my phone in Ms.Cartoon's handbag?
and why did Ms.Cartoon leave her handbag on the seat?

this was the first night, where we made our first mistake ever.

things were fated..
but luckily, the workers there able to find Ms.Cartoon's Chanel handbag back.
Our IDs were all in there.. but sadly,
Ms.Cartoon's and my phone were gone!!!!!!!

aaarrrrrgggghhhhhhh!!!!!

my phone...my videos...my pictures...and..my messages..
all gone... GONE!!!!!

terrible night i could tell..
Ms.Lynberry had a fight with Mr.TWD..(Ms.Lynberry's bf) because of me T__T"

i am so sorry babe.. =(

i felt bad.. really bad.
i texted Mr.LH before my phone got stolen.
and this was the reason why i leaded Mr.TWD got into an argument with Ms.Lynberry..
when i woke up today, i was still thinking that whether Mr.LH did reply my msg.
soooo stupid!
but what to do.. the phone is no longer with me anymore. T_T"
look forward lengleng.

is this a sign from the god?
hahaha.
i lost his contact..
and i wont be able to contact him ald..
but, i knew, we still have msn and fb to contact.
but.. he never talk to me today.
i saw him on9, but..he nvr even giv a damn care about me.
LOL!

well.. i found dat my mood was abit awkward today..
Ms.Bin and Ms.Cartoon noticed..
but i don't know why.. haha.
hangover from a terrible friday night?
guess so..

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
And you came in and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
but I already won first place
I never thought I'd.. fall for you as hard as I did
(as hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin about our life, our house and kids
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
Boy you came around
And you knocked me down
(knocked me down)
Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(knocks you down)