why?

early morning,
first line from the conversation seemed nice.

Mr.LH :"sorry to hear about your grandma, hope you're alright"
me :"thank you, i'm alright :)"
Mr.LH :"your sis back from melb d oh.. i really salute both of you"
me :"salute? why?"
Mr.LH :"both sis also like to point middle finger to me.."
me :"i'm sorry about the incident in Phuture that night, i knew my sis was being
kinda rude, i'm here to apologize..but wait, did I point to you? I don't think I
did."
Mr.LH :"yes you did, the other night."
me :"oh, i thought you're talking about last saturday. Anyway, sorry about that."
Mr.LH :"no need to say sorry, i don't really care because i knew she's this kind of
pattern."
me :"oh ok..good then.."
Mr.LH :"...all my hengtai wont hang out with her anymore!"
me :"oh ok..I understand :)"
Mr.LH :" =.= I dont understand lor..why you still can smile =.="..dont tok d, chat next
time."


..SPEECHLESS..
whatever i said, whatever i did, i'm always the one to blame.
i'm always on the wrong side, i'm always the bad ones.
why did you hate me so much?
WHY?!
i'm glad that you came talk to me this early morning, with a nice and warm opening.
but why?
why did you always have to end the conversation like this?
why can't you talk to me nicely?
WHY?!

PEOPLE SAY I HAVE A BAD ATTITUDE.

I SAY SCREW'EM!

安详

人生难以猜测，
所以必要珍惜。

外婆..
菩萨心肠的您，
让身边的人都非常爱戴您..
您安息吧..
我们会在此为您祈祷..
希望您能早日登上极乐世界...

父母恩情似海深，人生莫忘父母恩。

祈祷

您是我敬爱的亲人；菩萨心肠的亲人..
我真的真的希望您能渡过难关！
老天保佑！

worth it =)

roadshow day~
been standing the whole day from 10am to 10pm!
gosh.. its killing me..
luckily its not my shift 2moro XD

a new job - a new environment - a brand new thing

my 5th day of work..been absorbing information in within 3 days because we have a roadshow in The Mines shopping centre for a week.
I'm quite enjoying my current job, coz they taught me a few new things XD
oh well, i know it's kinda embarrassing and noob, but yeah, its my first time tho!
1st thing..
using a punch card machine:
it was soooooooo embarrasing that i din even know there's button that i should click on "in" and "out".
whenever i punch my card, i just put it in without noticing whether my card is being punch in the correct category or not XD
oh gosh... until my colleague told me about it! hahahahaha
two days, punched wrongly.. oh well~
2nd thing..
claim petrol and toll:
haha! i din know hows the procedure to claim our petrol fees tho..
coz all i can think of is, i will be going all around places after work, how do i claim my petrol then? because it's not counted as working hours..
but till my colleague told me how to read and count the metres and all. LOL!

this is the 2nd job i had throughout the years, and it can be say that, this is the 1st job which makes me feel like i'm really working with the society.
haha.. more to come, and more to learn.
i'm the youngest in the company, and i have lots more to look up to..
learn to pick up phone calls, customer service, sales, teach, talk to parents, talk to principals, and even collect payment from centres and kindergartens.
well well~ wish me luck!
kambateh LengLeng!! v(^o^)v

the other thing which makes me happy TODAY~
Mr.Bin is back in town!! woohoo~~
my cheong-k kaki!
hope that i can spare more time for him before he's back to melb in two weeks time!
woohoo~
we're gonna rock CHERAS again! hahaha :D

feeling

..unhappy
..stress
..antisocial
..disgust

fml.
leave me alone.

sigh

if you're not gonna be honest with me, i have nothing else more to say.
- deeply disappointed -

things are getting more and more complicated these days.
my friends, my buddies, my zabohs.
what is going on?
i don't like the feeling tho.
just want to feel relax and all, not all those stresses and disappointments.

it's time to tune down my life once again,
-MIA- to get away